My Replacement

I am really quite burden with my workload. They already started to damp me some tasks for my new role yet my other foot is still in the admin job of being a departmental secretary.

Well, eventually they finalized a candidate who will replace me but honestly deep within me, I pity her that she signs the contract. Maybe because I know the amount of workload here and I pity her for going through the same.

Anyway, let’s see. Anything can happen along the way so I will just be convinced of her employment once she is onboard.

Realization

In just two week.. I realized that becoming a sales person means becoming a greedy individual. I have to be a shark who always aims for the lion’s share.

I struggled because it defies the values I believed to live. I am still on the process of indoctrinating myself to absorb and be a greedy monster.

Introduction

I have traversed a different career path however no matter how I directed my career to another route, I still landed in a job that I detested most!

I hate to be a sales person yet I accepted the promotion to be a sales executive. I am officially a sales executive in an international hotel chain as of 1st January 2010.

Why I accepted it?

I currently have mounting bills of personal loans and credit cards to pay. More so, I am feed up of working as a Personal Assistant. So now, I am embarking to a new career life which is totally different to who I am.

I am an introvert individual and I love the creative aspect of life. Bullshitting my way around is not my cup of tea.

Also, this promotion breaks my heart because I will be giving up the career – writing - that I long to pursue. This is the only career that matters to me but with my current financial situation I do not have the liberty to be irrational.

Wish me tons of luck!